Hello, my first name is distance;

katieduh @ 2007-07-27T15:14:00

2007-07-27T19:25:51Z

GETTING READY FOR WORK.
I FELT THE NEED TO WRITE IN THIS.
I LVOE EVERYTHING
KAY BYEEEEEEEE

katieduh @ 2007-07-19T18:49:00

2007-07-19T22:52:18Z

I totally forgot this existed.
Oops.

My road test is soon, but i'm not telling anyone when
just incase I fail.
I HOPE I PASSSSSS!

I might be going to copy center soon, which will be nice.
I'll still ring for back to school though.

I'm still white as a ghost.
It's kinda sick.

Maybe i'll just go spray tanning.
Once I get my license i'll go tanning.

Or spray tanning..

Because cancer isn't fun.

HMMMMMMMMM

I miss heather.
I feel like she hasn't been over in a long time..

It's really been like 4 days.
And that's a long time.

Im going to make her come over today.

that's all for now, ill write later when im bored :D

katieduh @ 2007-07-04T21:11:00

2007-07-05T01:11:21Z

I'm not sure that i'll ever be comfortable in my own skin.
Isn't that sad?

katieduh @ 2007-06-24T00:01:00

2007-06-24T04:02:30Z

I want my dress from Hollister to come.
I hope it comes Before Wednesday so I can wear it to the City.
Since me and Craig are going for his birthday.

LIFE<3

katieduh @ 2007-06-19T20:36:00

2007-06-20T00:37:54Z

maybe i can leave my regents early tomorrow and go to Angelicas graduation.
I feel so old, even though im so young.
Angelicas getting so big, shes graduating pre-school/
how terrible.
im going to be a senior.
im taking the 5 hour thing tomrorow and then schedualing my road test
WEIRD.

i love craig with all of my heart<3 mhmmmm

i love life :D

katieduh @ 2007-06-17T21:33:00

2007-06-18T01:38:51Z

BLAH BLAH BLAH
usually I would take these next 5 minutes of my life to complain.
but i'm not going to
because im sick of it, and being unhappy.
but lately ive been very happy, probably the happiest ive ever been.
the summer is starting, and things are grand.
I washed my car/completly cleaned the inside.
It looks really good. Not New [obviously because its an oldsmobile]
However, It cleaned up really nice.
I'm excited to be able to drive.
In a weird way im looking foward to spending alot of my summer at Staples.
I'll see Craig a lot.. More towards the end of the summer since ill be driving then,
but since he drives, we still can see eachother, and i love him.
I love spending my time with Heather.
She's a wonderful friend, and we have wonderful times together.
I want to get really tann this summer.
I want to get a new tattoo this summer
Maybe get some more piercings [in my ears since my mom doesnt approve of anything else]
maybe i'll get a cute pet, and I can put him in pet clothing, and bring him everywhere.

things are wonderful.
really.
i love my life.
absoutly love it.

btw, i want a simple tattoo.
give me ideas?

katieduh @ 2007-06-15T23:44:00

2007-06-16T03:44:59Z

I hate girls.
Really.

I want to be someone else.
That would be absoutly grand.

katieduh @ 2007-06-01T21:53:00

2007-06-02T01:53:52Z

ohh summer.
you're going to be fun.

howwwwwww lovely <3

katieduh @ 2007-05-28T18:32:00

2007-05-28T22:33:22Z

I havent been on my desktop in awhile.
ill start to write again, promise.

:D

katieduh @ 2007-05-10T20:15:00

2007-05-11T00:16:10Z

oh life.
thanks for everything

katieduh @ 2007-05-06T18:36:00

2007-05-06T22:36:57Z

I'm going to keep growing my hair out
I want to be able to sit on it >:O
haha im weird.

anyway

I LOVE YOU CMH<3

ps.
KSJDFHJKHSDFSJKDFHKSDHKF
ITS ALMOST SUMMMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

katieduh @ 2007-05-01T20:09:00

2007-05-02T00:10:42Z

I want to cut my hair short again.
But im afraid too.
I love long hair because you can do anything with it.
But I think that short hair is more my thing.

anyone have an opinion?

katieduh @ 2007-04-30T21:25:00

2007-05-01T01:25:53Z

I don't really have anything to write.
But I hate not writing in this.

yeah.

Things are confusing.
I need to think things over.

katieduh @ 2007-04-29T16:57:00

2007-04-29T23:57:39Z

I'm home.
Thank god.

yeah.

katieduh @ 2007-04-27T14:47:00

2007-04-27T18:48:06Z

going upstate with vocal motion till sunday night.
my phone probably wont have service.
if it does, IM me :D

katieduh @ 2007-04-26T23:05:00

2007-04-27T03:06:15Z

I've thought about it a lot.
And I've prayed for it too.
and I know what the right thing to do is,
and I know what I have to do.

I love you, honestly

katieduh @ 2007-04-25T21:12:00

2007-04-26T01:14:17Z

I wanna save you,
I need you, To save me too :/

katieduh @ 2007-04-24T21:51:00

2007-04-25T01:52:51Z

I'm at a terrible point in my life and I can't handle it.

I've fucked up my future so bad I can't over come it.
I've come to accept the fact that noone will ever truly love me.
I wish people werent so shallow.

I wish I wasn't me.

katieduh @ 2007-04-23T17:49:00

2007-04-24T00:54:57Z

I feel awkward that I havent been writing in this.. it's not like something else has taken up my time.
anyway..

I don't understand people, which isn't that terrible.. since I rarly understand myself.
But I just dont get why people do things.

Nattie said at rehersal yesterday "I don't understand why something can mean the world to me, and nothing to any of you" and when she said it I understood exactly what she meant.. In a lot of different ways.

Why can you put your heart and soul into something, and it just doesnt work?
why can you put your heart and soul into SOMEONE and it just doesnt work?
whatever.

I guess everything happends for a reason, but it's hard to deal with it when its happening.

none of you will understand what im talking about.
this probably doesnt make any sense/

I know what I want to write, I just don't think people would get it.

I hope something good happends soon..
I'm starting to loose hope.

Not in a upsetting way on anyone else's part.

I'll still smile and pretend like i'm fine.
So don't get concerned.

This really doesnt make sense, and i'm jumping all over the place
So i'm done.

katieduh @ 2007-04-19T22:57:00

2007-04-20T02:57:27Z

someone be my boyfriend.
and love me forever.

that'd be nice

katieduh @ 2007-04-16T21:26:00

2007-04-17T01:27:27Z

i love heather.
shes a wonderful person
and a wonderfuler best friend.

how grand.
im PUMPED for this weekend.

i love everything there is to love about life!

katieduh @ 2007-04-15T22:30:00

2007-04-16T02:31:20Z

Day: 6.

I'm different.
I'm not who you knew me as, or think im "pretending to be"
I'm very happy with myself.
Thing are getting better every day.

I'm not a big fan of this being single thing..

but when it's meant to happen, it will! :]

katieduh @ 2007-04-15T00:02:00

2007-04-15T04:06:03Z

Day 5.

work 10:30-6:30
readying 6:30-7:30
Car 7:30-8:00
God spell 8:00-Intermission
Brieannas Shortly after-10:45
Car ride to Oakdale 10:45-11:00
Midget Town 11:00-11:15
Home by 12.

I'm tired, but the idea of sleep bothers me.
I have a weird feeling right now.. I get it from time to time

Sometimes I feel like the entire world has stopped, and I dont notice it because i'm in my room.
It bothers me.
I try to explain it to people, but noone gets it.
I hope someone else get's this feeling, and i'm not just weird.

IF YOU GET THIS FEELING PLEASE LET ME KNOW, ASAP

katieduh @ 2007-04-14T00:31:00

2007-04-14T04:33:18Z

today me jeni and nicky went shopping
and it was lovely.
and i spent $30 on a plain white shirt from ruehl
and i loveee it

and me nicky jeni kevin and panda drove around
and went to midget town
and pilgram state.

and life is nice.
:]

katieduh @ 2007-04-11T21:52:00

2007-04-12T01:53:40Z

I didn't realize how much I really did need god.

I'm really excited for Sunday.

I'm really excited for right now.

I'm happy i'm alive :]